Rating?

I am not sure how something like this can actually be sorted out in full but here goes. I sort of got a bit pissed off the way one of the moderators handle a situation with myself writing on their forum. So in the end I got myself band from that forum and also got a bad rating. So now my average rating is below the average for most forums that I am able to post on.

So now this brings me to the following situation as most of my points for my own forum are actually purchased and I was just using the writing to try and offset the cost of paying for writers as I was. So this sort of now puts me in the situation where I will possibly just drop out of the program completely due to the cost of continuing with it.

Another thing is that I have been asked by one of my writers that I rated low if they could possibly have another go at it, I suppose they find themselves in the same situations as what I am in right now lol. I agreed to give them another go but cannot find where I could either remove my previous rating I gave them or change it so they can post again on my forum.