Since then, I was surrounded by negative people and unfortunately, these few negative people are my family. At first, it really drives me crazy and they always pissed me off. They were not really bad but every time I am doing something different, they will react negatively. Maybe they cannot understand the kind of world that I'm living since they are a very conservative type of people. Even how many times I tried to explain and make myself clear still they act negatively. There are times that I am considering to run away from home but I can't because I love them. It's really hard to deal with negative people but I realized that whatever you do either good or bad if their thoughts of you are negative, then it will always be negative no matter what. In a long run I was used to it so no matter how negative they show me, it doesn't matter at all. I am looking in a bright side so I won't get affected.